This used to be the most simple easy to answer question in all the world.... now when it's posed I want to scream! There is an inner tormoil of my heart that wants to shout to the world.... I have 4 beautiful children!!! Our oldest is almost 8, then our silly little 5year old, then my little princess is 3..... and well ... this is where the question turns complicated! We should have an 8 week old son that keeps me up at night while all those that have had their beautiful September babies are dealing with well child chec, nursing, getting peed on, hassling with a carseat..... I am living with a never ending sorrow that cuts all through my soul. I have a fourth child! He does not reside in my home he was taken before anyone else could feel his sweet presence... but I did and still do, my whole body aches for my little angel. I knew him!! I felt him! and most of all I miss him! It has been months since my precious baby left this earth and I still think of him everyday.... I live and sometimes even smile but he is never far from my thoughts.
So, since this space is safe I just want to take a moment to answer the question without any awkward pause before deciding on what to tell and fear of the response that will follow:
I HAVE 4 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN... THEY ARE 7, 5, 3, & OUR BABY IS A FOREVER ANGEL
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